Monday, October 12, 2009

Never a godmother...

We went to a wingding for one of the niece's yesterday. It was very nice; she's a sweet kid. We had fun although DH pretty much ignored me and my SIL suggested that we go for "marriage counseling".

9 nieces and nephews, countless cousins and friends' kids, and never asked to be godmother. Never even told "Well, we would have considered you, but..." A lifetime of being an active Catholic in a (mostly) Catholic family.

Some people don't get it. They say "move on", "what's the big deal?" etc. Well, it may not mean much to them but it's a big deal to me. It feels like there's a big hole in my heart. There's a big void.

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